Tuesday, December 13, 2011

My life now

Now i am i high school and I have gotten to the point where jennifer has not part of my life and i dont want her to be here. Jennifer is one of the worst mothers in my eyes. she favors two of her kids and forgot about the middle one (me.) The only way i will ever talk to that horrible person again is when i want to contact my little brother. He is part of me and i think i should still be able to have a ralationship with him and let it grow. My dad, Railynn and i are way better off with out jennifer. she would have made life hell for us. Brandy is my mom and im glad i get to call her my mom. she is more of a mother than jennifer ever will be.

Sunday calls

Jennifer told Railynn and i the 5 years later she would call every sunday night to talk to each of us. she stuck with her idea for about a month before her calls got farther and farther apart. she called one night and railynn talked to her first. after they where done railynn handed the phone to me and i said i didnt want to talk to her. if she doesnt try to be at my b ball game then i shouldnt attempt to keep her in my life (i was older and smater than she thought)

B ball

Later on i took a summer activity playing b ball on a team. I invited Jennifer to all my games and she always made an appearance except for my very last game. Jennifer didn't show up and i was so mad at her i didn't want anything to do with her. She was always there for Railynn but she couldn't have tried a little harder to be there for me? (this is why i dislike Jennifer with a major passion).

Soft ball games

Jennifer showed up every single game railynn played and always cheered her on. Jennifer tried way to hard to be a part of our lives and so quickly she was gone. You could tell she favored my sister more than me because she almost never talked to me. she was always so interested in railynn and what she had and how she was.

5 years later...

After jennifer did not talk to us or try to make contact with us for 5 years she suddenly decided that she wanted to be part of our lives, my mom and dad took Railynn and i to see jennifer at a park and jeniffer was "so happy" to see us again and said she was supried railynn want to talk to her but not me becausei was to young to understand what happened. But ad a fact it unded up that Railynn wanted her to be in her life but i wish the opposite i dont want anything to do with jennifer.
Jennifer started to go to railynns soft ball games and brought nicolas so i could see him and hang out with him.

Taylor (little sister)

Taylor is my little half sister (but i see her as my full sister) She has made a big difference in the family. She doesnt really understand the whole Jennifer thing and she can use that against me. For example when she was mad at me she would always say "i wish you would just go live with jennifer!" she would be that upset with me. Taylor and i werent that close when we were little but as i grow older she looks up to me more and more so i set good examples for her. Taylor and i would play games together when i was a little kid and i would hold her and talk to her when mom or dad couldnt.

NEW MOM!!

During all the events that have happened my dad was friends with a wonderful women! her name is Brandy. They got married and she became my mom. She is the best thing that has happened to our family and i love her like she is my actual biological mom. When i started calling her mom it felt weird to me because to me she wasn't my mom because i didn't understand why she was there and Jen wasn't.
But her and dad got married and had my little sister who is so close to me!  Brandy and i are trying to get adoption papers so she can officially be my mom and i hope it goes well!